HAHA

trusty chords

"you'll get it right sometime, you will"
i tell myself that everyday
"you don't need to latch on to anything, you'll just end up back here in
your little limbo scene."
it's repetitious and exhausting.
i might need some therapy.
anything to keep me in check through the day.

"don't think about your lover
you're already steady shaking."
i might need a sedative
but i hate the taste of medicine.
"you just need to let her go"
these pills shaking in my hand
just make me feel defeated
like i'm not able to just let her go away.

i hate this place but i love these chords
"an empty fate just means an even score."
and the pain this morning...
it filled my head
it's jameson
it means that i'm not dead

and i just can't seem to get away
there's no such thing as escape.
even with the sedatives
you're always in the same state.
clutching to a limbo scene.
you just stop the shaking.
and it's constantly repeated through the days.

las vegas

i don't remember taking a lot of these. that's either really good or
really bad. probably both.

vegas 3.09am

sfo

so it goes

i'd like to believe i'm more prolific in person because i have heart.

it has to be all or nothing. maybe i'm the one who should be sorry.

nothing better

road trips with your best friends, listening to all the best music in
the world, and just being in love with your life, if only for a couple
hours. every bad time, every shitty conversation, every heartbreaking
relationship, everytime you've tried so hard, everytime you've given it
your all; made it totally worth it.

burnout

i burned my leg on a bbq last night.

conor's having a baby

last night

slim's

oh ps...

my top 5 fave bands/artists i worked with this past year:

circa survive
steve earle
jamie t.
monty are i
the matches

cobra starship doesn't count 'cause i don't technically work their
shows. street dogs don't count because, well, you know.

my fave album of 2007 is a tie between aesop rock and say anything.

my fave song of 2007 is a tie between umbrella and hum hallelujah.

my fave designer of 2007 is a tie between marc jacobs and mike & chris.

my new fave discovery of 2007 is a tie between the riverboat gamblers
and twopointeight (thanks cr).

my life

what.the.fuck.

drink another simile

white noise

knives bats new tats

dogs

work holiday party

at 2.08am pst

mmmhmm

dreamy

on letting go

i'm a big ball of nervous anxiety and anxious excitement. i don't know
what i want.