i tell myself that everyday
"you don't need to latch on to anything, you'll just end up back here in
your little limbo scene."
it's repetitious and exhausting.
i might need some therapy.
anything to keep me in check through the day.
"don't think about your lover
you're already steady shaking."
i might need a sedative
but i hate the taste of medicine.
"you just need to let her go"
these pills shaking in my hand
just make me feel defeated
like i'm not able to just let her go away.
i hate this place but i love these chords
"an empty fate just means an even score."
and the pain this morning...
it filled my head
it's jameson
it means that i'm not dead
and i just can't seem to get away
there's no such thing as escape.
even with the sedatives
you're always in the same state.
clutching to a limbo scene.
you just stop the shaking.
and it's constantly repeated through the days.
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