Sunday, December 16, 2007

my mind on shuffle

beginners mistake; resiliency does not trump fragility. i should have
known better the first time, this is the last time. to truly flourish
under the pretense, i must fully commit to the certain set of beliefs i
have laid down for myself. figuring out what exactly they are, though,
is tantamount to actively pursuing the things and people i love with a
vigor i seem to have lost with the years. i never wanted to be "one of
many" but defending a title so trivial as what has been deemed
acceptable is a waste of time and productivity is my gauge of self
worth. so unfortunate that my head and my heart reside in two different
galaxies. if i had a rocketship, i'm not sure in which direction i would
move, if only to idle static in the vast mess of everything in between.

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