gearing up

i hate the week of work before a vacation.  a normal work weeks seems to fly by so quickly that a friday seems like tuesday and before you know it, i'm writing a rent check again.

however, when all i want is for time to fly by, the exact opposite happens and it will feel like a month has passed when i finally get on that plane.

my guy situation is all a big mess right now.  usually it would be causing me extreme anxiety, but i have bigger and better things to be focusing on at this moment.  i can't wait to see you all, i'm so excited.